Fuck Everything

Why don't you just imagine it never happened?
 Fuck it!I'll do it my way.And the people that love me will understand why I'm doing it because they love me.Fuck it!
Do I look like a bulimic fucking Barbie?
People are such liars
No one's got a fucking clue who I am or what I can do
Everybody wants to go to Heaven But nobody wants to die
You have no idea how hard I'm trying to be happy..
I think I want to be...normal.You know?
I don't wanna be on my own.
Can you just fuck off and leave me alone,please?
I don'care,I don't care,I don't care..
I don't know why I am the way I am.
Something makes me hate everything.
Everything will be okay.
Fuck what they think.
You need to stop running,or you're never really living.
I need something...a good lie.
No,not tomorrow!I need her now!It fucking hurts,It fucking hurts so much.
I was scared.
Now,fuck off and die.
Where are my freinds?..
I'm crying for no reason.
I didn't mean to fuck everything up..